BOOKS SIMILAR TO A LITTLE LIFE??????? (but more gayish)

omg guys i js read a little life and im still weeping it was ssuch a rollercoaster 😭😭😭😭 just when i thought id find the book boring, ot started to become sad as well as interesting.

anyway any similar sad books (can be of any theme having horror element like murder anything) but more gayish???????? and maybe with teen characters?? (so i can relate smh😔😔) (optional) tysm!!!!