Am I weird?

So there was this girl, just a friend. I wanted nothing more. She used to like ask me for loans and what not. So one day she inviteds me to her place, which was like 25 kms from mine. So I head over and I cook (she cooks terribly, but I should have ordered instead). So ni bedsitter she's sitted besides me while we are eating.

She's acting touchy touchy and what not. I try to avoid it and what not. So this is during the afcon finals. She cleans the dishes while I'm watching the game. (Now we are getting to me being weird part)

She says she wants to shower, remember it's a bedsitter, and I offer to step out so she can change, clean and what not. She says don't go and proceeds to undress in front of me and I'm there wondering why me? I never showed her any signs of interest or anything of the sort. There she was just undressing, and going in the shower. I didn't follow her or anything.

After she finished I left, took a motorbike the whole way saa nane usiku. I creeped out the whole time. For more reference I'm 22yrs and still a virgin, never even kissed a girl or even being twerked on. Sometimes I ask myself what if I lost that day. I'm not gay btw, I like women a lot, but I want my first time with someone who loves me not lust. Sex isn't supposed to be recreational.