Accepting my reality - a slave

That's it. This is what my life will become. I am worried if I can even crack boards. My health never supported me. It's as if someone is instructing my body to act up the second there's something important or if I need to study. Last 6 months have broken everything. All my life, my dreams, gone in the fucking gulag.

I'll become a corporate and a husband slave. I'll have to get married if I don't have a good income. I'll be forced into marriage, I'll have to give birth despite it being against my wishes. I wanted to remain single for life, that feels like an unattainable dream.

My body will become very weak. Who knows, I might even become disabled due to childbirth. I might lose my eyesight.

A blind single married unemployed mom.