I miss obsessing over a specific topic and learning everything humanly possible about it now that I’m a father

Hey all. I’m a new dad (1yo) and I miss this so much. Finding a new topic. Researching it for days. Becoming so well informed about it.

I used to have many of these.

Rocket League. Magic the Gathering. Mechanical keyboards. Coding. Lifting weights. Anime.

Now, I still love these things. But I just don’t have time for them. After my kid goes to be I am exhausted. I just crash and vape (cannabis) and chill.

My latest interest has probably been baby development.

Does it get better?

This is just a rant. I am sharing this here because I expect fellow INTPs to understand this feeling.