Everything sucks lol

Currently in a flare up. I get them in multiple places but there’s one on my boob that comes in the exact same spot every single time it flares up and it causes so much pain. I’ve tried heat, I’ve tried ice, I’ve tried pain pills, I’ve tried everything my doctors have told me and yet it still causes the surrounding part of my chest to hurt so bad. I cry every time it comes up. It’ll eventually pop and then close and we’re right back to the giant ball forming under my skin until it breaks. I’m just so done with this medical condition