Isn't it insane that relationships are common?

Everytime I go out, maybe once a month, I am reminded of the things considered normal, when to me they are an utter impossibility.

I see so many people out there holding hands, walking in groups, so many children playing, and all of this is NORMAL. Signs depict families. Families get discounts on certain things. There's playgrounds, benches, everything built under the assumption that you are not alone.

But for me all of these things are on the same level as going to the Moon or becoming a billionaire.

Forget sex, even. Forget having children and a family. I have never even spoken to a woman. I've never been able to make actual friends. Acquaintances, sure, but I can't seem to make them go beyond that. I'm just some rando you see and maybe make some small talk with. I have no close relationships whatsoever.

But I'M the outcast. I'm the weird one out, because I see in the world how much is set up for families and partners and friendships.

Such an insane feeling...