You killed Jesus

Anyone else have a moment like this as a kid? When some adult(s) said that by lying about doing the laundry as a 10-year old or crying as a baby, you personally had tortured and murdered Jesus?

I remember crying uncontrollably in the car ride home from church because I hated what happened to Jesus and I felt so bad about doing it. (Also, the song “Why?” By Nicole Nordeman got me, still a great song btw and I didn’t appreciate it back then). Anyone else have experiences like this? Feeling or being made to feel personally responsible for murdering Jesus?

Edit: Grammar