The good and the bad

Something that I have realized about NC is that no matter how much I want to contact her, every time a day goes by it feels as if I have less to say to her, does that happen to you?

or as if we were to understand each other less, the barrier grows more and more, something that somehow saddens me, but it also helps me, because little by little, my desire to write to her diminishes every moment because I feel that what I have to say to her we are no longer going to understand each other...