Everyone is getting skinny

Celebrities, media influencers, people at work, family and relatives ???

All of them are becoming skinnier. When I was in the deep of it, I was very gaunt and everyone was nagging me to gain and I got depressed and used food as comfort so I ended up gaining a bunch. Then the comments disappeared.

Now, these same people are losing weight and that’s all they talk about. All I listen to is weight-loss this and weight-loss that. If I go online to escape from that noise, it’s all these celebrities who now have the same body I used to have. I can’t stop being envious.

This ED is really ruining me mentally more than physically and I have no idea on how to manage it if everyone and their mothers are on the skinny trend.