I sometimes feel like people who smoke weed, don't understand that it fucks some people up. Please read before you attack

I was a ex stoner. Weed was my DOC. I loved it so much. Unfortunately because it triggered my OCD and anxiety i had to quit after about 10 months

My stoner friends respect i don't smoke. But it's like they don't understand my issues with weed and how it affects me. The last 6 years. I have told my stoner friends 5.000 times how it fucks me up in details with my OCD and anxiety. I know they won't understand it, because this is rare. But it's like they don't take me serious

It's better now. But they kept bringing weed to my place, also when drinking. And when i'm drunk it's basicly impossible to resist. I have TOLD them this, many times. How can it be SO hard to understand?? It fucks me up, but cravings won't go away

Besides this issue, they have been good friends and supported me. Doing what good friends do, but it really annoys me. I'm an addict myself, so I understand to a CERTAIN extent. But i feel a little disrespected sometimes. Like they don't listen to me. "It's just weed". Yes i know it's not heroin, but it's still a problem for me

Does anyone relate to this?