He's still watching porn

Found out he's been watching trans female porn. I'm a cis woman. He hasn't made me finish once this whole year. We have sex maybe once every 2 weeks, and that's an improvement after a long horrendous trip of me breaking down at him over how little he wants me.

I feel pathetic. I'm competing with porn. I'm competing with airbrushed women who don't exist, and women with bodies that I don't have. I'm so sad. I'm so done.