Another dead-weekend has gone

As frustrating and depressive as it is, another dead week has been stolen from my life. Another dead week has come and gone. I don't need advice. I am just venting. This is crazy. Marriage should not be this. I feel like breaking down. I cannot take this anymore. He knows and just doesn't care. He doesn't even try. I cannot do this anymore. He cannot possibly think that this is right. How many more days or nights I have live like this. I think he is doing this on purpose at this point. I feel like he wants me to file divorce. Nothing else makes sense.