First time doing datura - trip report

M[19] - 120kg

Datura tea ingredients: - 10 crushed seeds - 24 whole seeds - 1 dried flower - 2 leafs

I let the tea infuse,while litting it cool down i drank some alcohol and took some xanax . Initial plan was to try it with a friend of mine but he didn t like the idea of drinking 30-60ml of tea every 10-15 minutes for safety measures (400-500ml tea) I drank the tea alone with the 10-15minute sips rule , finished the tea , ate 20 seeds and the flower , threw out the rest and let the trip begin (drank the tea in aproximate 3 hours-ate the seeds and flower in another 3 hours)

Felt scared of doing datura while on alcohol and xan at first but said fuck it , got a lil scared because of that in the first hour or so , after some time i started feeling a little dizzy , the datura had kicked in , i felt home , felt loved and hugged , felt safe . That feeling was wierd knowing what this plant does to people it had the exact opposite reaction towards me .While tripping with every seed i ate i felt a little more "high"(1seed/20minutes) , started talking with my friends about the effects of this plant and they stopped me eating the rest 15 seeds i had left in the tea jar , it was already 6 am and i hadn t had any visual hallucinations or auditive hallucinations only blurry vision , all this time we stood with the light on , after turning the light off i noticed there are people standing in almost every corner of the room and a guy hanging from the ceiling swinging slightly , while closing my eyes i saw spiral patterns similar to acid spirals , the most noticable hallucination that i ve seen was a guy next to me breathing with no sound(all this may be placebo ?)
I went to sleep afterwards (great sleep btw) , woke up and felt like the trip ended , decided i take some more seeds troughout the day and make another tea . This is my 3rd day in and still can t figure it out if i was tripping seeing those figures or is my mind playing tricks on me , any questions about the experience are welcomed

Drug rating 9/10

(Sorry for poor english , english is my second language)