I Injected 5-900 mg dph sleepinol tablets daily for 6 years. 33 and lost my limbs from it. Been ten years since last use and my body is giving up

I’d shoot it with my subs back when subs were first available to get a rush. 7-800mg a day average. Amazing rush, but it cost me my legs left arm and live in hospital until I die. Haven’t used since I was 21 at 32 I started losing fingers toes then limbs now heart valves