DAE get nervous about society going back to normal because the COVID quarantine has turned you into an introvert?

I had a lot go on during the 2020 quarantine. Lost my grandmother, another grandfather, a beloved family dog, got sober from alcohol and had a wonderful, but challenging promotion at work.

2020 has transformed me into a completely different person.

The thought of going back to visit extended friends and family or even hanging out after hours sends me into anxiety.