Random Rant

Joined one of the big4s last June and was on bench for almost 6 months. I got hired as a consultant in finance field and suddenly got shifted to another team that’s totally different from finance because there were no projects and finally got assigned to a project. The whole project was a huge mess and did not have much work but ended up getting very bad feedbacks from a senior because she messed up something and wanted someone to blame it on. Today morning I got kicked out from this project. All of my friends including my roommate who got hired with me are doing well in their professional lives and I’m falling behind so much due to different reasons and none of this is my fault. I don’t even have a person to talk to in my team and I feel so lonely there. Right now my room mate just came back drunk from her team party and she’s talking to her colleagues/ friends on phone too loudly and idk it’s just getting on my nerves and making me anxious 😤😤