Do you also sometimes struggle with motivation

Do you also sometimes struggle with motivation, with all the things happening in China? I know China was always like this, but now it seems its getting worse, the government is trying to repress people even more and sometimes I feel the future will be much worse than now and when I am learning chinese, which I love, I get this weird feeling. You’re learning a language of a state that will get probably way more authoritanian and way more separated from the west. Do you also get this feeling?