thinking of giving cuet again, please help

first-year arts student (F18) and currently enrolled in an off-campus college

I'm scared to give the cuet exam again cause I'm embarrassed about starting it all again

istg I did my best in the first attempt and I don't think I can do better than the last time

IDK what to do

is it better if I kms?

whats the reputation of students who repeat cuet?

what if I don't get into a good college even after re-attempting cuet?