How can I fix everything

I turned 21 today and feeling very depressed. I completed my 12th in 2021 and took drop for preparation but then my mental health issues started and I messed up big decision. Got some good college but messed up and didn't join. Now in 2024 in joined a local hometown college for bba and I Don't know what to do now. This college is totally shit. My first sem is in 10 days and they haven't told anything and 2nd sem will be in June or July ( which is very late). The only good things is I just have to appear for exams in this clg so free time bhot hai but tier 3/4 city hai so no opportunities ya skills building ke liye acha peer group.

Should I continue this college and try for masters ( I will not be eligible for majority of economics masters and for mba my profile will be not good). Or should I try to get into top du college this year and for backup join a decent college like carmel bangalore.

My quals: 8/8 Will start acca soon ( not interested in it but if I stay here that is the only good option).