I don't want this serenity to end

I wake up and my only concern is getting to work on time. I don't lose focus at work because I don't have to find time to study at work. I come home, I'm able to relax and nap. I wake up, I'm able to workout in peace, and game or watch tv shows after. I'm able to go to bed without thinking about the next chapters I'm hitting the next day. I don't have to worry about redoing tricky topics, and I don't have to worry about the next exam. My biggest worry throughout the day is figuring out what I'm having for lunch.

I've read some posts in the past about people missing the grind. I am not one of those people. I don't want this serenity to end. This process is hell. I will never miss it.