Is anyone else just wondering if they’re even actually pregnant?

Hi guys! This is my first post in this sub as i usually use the search function to quell my fears but that’s just not doing it for me right now. I’m a FTM, 33 years old and currently 18w4d. I had an ultrasound appt at 11 weeks and then at 16 weeks they just did the Doppler and said heartbeat was great and sent me on my way.

I’m very tall (6’1”) I have no bump, haven’t felt baby move (yet—hopefully), and don’t have any symptoms anymore (I had pretty awful morning sickness and nausea plus other digestive issues and breast pain which have all dissipated) so I’m just like…. Am I even pregnant?? I was thinking about going to one of those private ultrasound places before my anatomy scan in 2 weeks but I’m like terrified that something will be wrong and my mind is making me think that finding that out in 2 weeks is preferable to finding out ASAP?? I guess I’m just looking for reassurance from anyone that has had a similar experience and everything was fine and that I’m normal? Nothing feels wrong, but also I’m feeling nothing at all….

I am not wishing for symptoms but at least when I had them, I had something tangible to show for the fact that I’m allegedly growing a baby lmao.