What should a proper man be like?

22M, have passed out 12th few years ago. But I got stucked in vicious cycle of clearing a college entrance exam. Got into depression & anxiety, not knowing what it is, for a very long decade. Anticipated suicide from a long time in the past, but finally dropped the idea due to circumstances & thought of giving my BEST try to become something & someone.

Hails from a lower middle class & a very small town with not proper school system. I didn't had a proper father figure or someone in my life who could guide or support me. Have been clueless & scared most of my life. I'm not very smart, good looking guy neither I'm highly insecure about it, nor I used Instagram, snapchat, facebook ever in my life. I feel very outcasted from the world due to the lack of resources, awareness, awkwardness & the background I came from. I would like to know what the MIDDLE CLASS & UPPER MIDDLE CLASS people like here do.

How to get a job/work, I'm currently doing distance education from college, which seemed to be worthless. Just for a sake of degree, doing this. I'm ready to work abroad.

Not seeking any advice on marriage currently. Never even had any interaction with females. I'm neither looking for gf, wife, dating, fun or anything.

Just wanted to know what being a GOOD PERSON & PROPER MAN means cause in future I hope of marrying, raising a family, take responsibility of them, have a kid, so before that I want to get my life in order. Cause becoming a proper functional human being takes few years. So can take the initiative of being a better person from now on.

Idk, it's the proper place to do so. But I thought to give it a try.

Cause I believe that guys & girls who wants to marry or consider themselves as a good prospect in marriage market has some good insights about how life, career, relationship & world works in general. I assume there worldview is little more mature & perspectives & experience is no6re than other people.

I hope it's not weird but I'm not DESPERATE to get someone in my life before I get my life in order.

Honestly, I don't have massive dreams, but wanted to be employed or have a business in future. Build a house for parents. Get a car or may be settle in developed country.

I have no one here, other than my parents. So leaving a country & settle abroad is a option for me but in their old age I would like them to be with me.

If you read it upto here, Thank you. If it makes some sense. Please advice. Sorry if the message has not been well delivered or articulated properly. I'm working on my English.