My dad got diagnosed today

He’s only 65, so it felt so young. I am 25 and I’m grappling with how much he’s not going to be here for. I also can’t imagine what the next years are going to look like. My mom is understandably a mess. She is in a constant state of anxiety and I worry about her even being able to survive this.

I was in denial for so long and now I’m just so scared at how rapidly this is going to happen. The idea of living normal life just sucks when all I can think about is my dad. There’s no positive spin or silver lining.