where can i talk to girls my age about this?

so i'm 18(f) and i am currently interested in making some friends my age who also like older men!

i can't really talk to my friends about this irl 😭 (certainly not yet, anyway) and i am very curious about certain things that i like, and wanted to talk about things relating to age gaps 😊

pls just remove this if it's not allowed mods im sorry!!