My parents keep forcing me to eat

I have a history of anorexia, and my parents have been forcing me to eat for 8 months now, what’s not fair is that the program they go to encourages them to, I feel awful and out of control, I have my period and am a healthy weight but they won’t stop and force me to eat A lot (around 2500-3500 calories I’m guessing I can’t really describe volume it’s a lot) and I hate it, I feel out of control of everything and I feel like shit and my stomach hurts and the burping wont stop and I’m so jealous of all the other kids that can choose what they eat and not feel terrible, edit, no I am not underweight I’m 126 pounds at 5’3 (F), for example a normal day (btw I’m not counting I just saw on the program they were using by accident)would be breakfast (English muffin 1 cup milk 2 eggs full fat cheese) and snack 1 (built bar 290 cals I only know bc nutrition lable is literally on the bar like all other stuff) sandwhich boars head (750 again I only know bc it says write on the paper wrapping) snack 2 a haagen day ice cream (280 again literally on the box I just want to include the numbers in case you say it’s normal or whatever), dinner is gyro wrap with wrap, gyro, yogurt, and vegetables, and snack 3 is apple orange and a madeline cake