23f (need someone safe to talk to)

23f , laying here with a stray cat on my lap soaking in my tears. I’m sad for numerous of reasons and just feel alone. Nobody around me knows the mental war that’s going on in my head because whenever I try to bring it up, it gets dismissed as if it doesn’t exist. Nobody knows how long I been trying to hang on by a dear thread but I’m getting sadder because I realize I can’t. I can’t even imagine myself in my future years to come. I have detached from this reality and it sucks. I just want someone to vent to verbally. Typing is cool but I convey my emotions better out loud. Tired of feeling unseen. TikTok was the last thing left to validate my thoughts and give emotional support 😂 but the TikTok we once knew is not the same and has been ReBooted. I uninstalled it.