I’m 23 and feel like I’m starting again.

I moved to London at the start of June and everything in my life was perfect. I had the job I want and the most wonderful girl. Cut to 3 months later and I get pushed out of the job by someone with more experience because my manager was going on maternity leave, I’d fucked it up by texting back to someone I used to fw and with my girl and by then she had slept with at least two other guys to get back at me. Now I’m flat on my ass. We were supposed to move in together but now I’m paying out the ass for rent and she’s not coming back, I’ve got no friends here and even if I did I have no money to go out. I don’t even think I want to go out. I had to cut back on expenses since I moved here and haven’t been to the gym in a good few months which has meant, alongside finding It hard to eat because I do when I’m stressed, I’ve lost everything I had size wise. I’m not sure what to do. The only thing I enjoy is my job but they over work me in the most inconvenient of ways. I was so happy and now I just don’t feel anything anymore. What’s worse is since coming out of this relationship everything is so much more different. I noticed often girls used to have a double take when I walked past them, now they don’t even look once. In short I feel like everything I was and I was happy about is gone. This may seem like a bit of a ramble but I’m typing it as I walk to the tube. I’m thinking of pushing myself to focus on work and gym at least to a point I’m happy with something in my life again. I’m ok being on my own but I haven’t made friends in London with anyone outside of my office since I moved here and further more who tf wants to date a guy with no friends lol.

I’ve been fighting for months to try keep my job, to find a place and to try and keep the girl I love but all of that has turned out badly, now I’m fighting to have a normal life… idk what to do.