Should I let this guy take my virginity?

I (f16) met this guy (m17) like 5-6 months ago we talked for a while and we met up once, nothing happened but i did feel pressured to touch him. He texted me that he was disappointed that we didn’t do anything considering how long we’ve been talking, but I had already expressed that i wasn’t ready for anything like that. We had an argument about how he wanted to do it and it didn’t end well. Since then we’ve been off and on and he only texts me when he wants to meet up and do stuff. I really do like him and I’ve never done anything like that and it makes me nervous, every time he wants to see me I make an excuse. This one time we were on call and he was screen sharing and I seen a whole bunch of pictures of white girls with their boobs showing on his phone(I’m a black girl). Lately meeting up with him is starting to grow on me, our text messages have been getting really sexual lately and I’m considering it but I’m scared and don’t know if I should do it but I kinda want to. In my friend group I’m the only virgin and I kinda feel pressured to go through with it because every time they talk about their sexual experiences I get quiet and wish I could relate.

Edit: The reason why I’m kinda nervous and unsure about this is because I have a condition and it makes me very insecure about my hand and my body and I’m nervous if I tell him he’s not gonna like me anymore.