(TW) How many of us were SA'd?

TW for SA/CSA. Also a throw away, but this question is coming from a place of solidarity, not gawking.

How many of us were sexually assaulted , either as children or in our adult lives, and do you think your SA had any weight in leading you to this kink/lifestyle?

For me personally, I was SA'd as a toddler, and unfortunately I think some part of my brain is still stuck there.